I wish...

To follow the trend of a few other bloggers ...

I wish…

- that it wasn’t blustery and cold outside. -32C with the windchill. Are you F-ing kidding me?

- that it was me in that Visa commercial where they shut the fridge and the balance magically becomes $0

- for a size 9 pair of these

- that, like you said this morning, we actually HAD met each other five minutes later

- that you would deal with your past so that you can more clearly see your future

- that it was me you were fighting for

- that you would just be completely honest with me...you are still holding out hope
for your past, it doesn’t take much to see that

- that it hadn’t taken ME this long to see it

- for the strength it’s going to take to walk away from this so that you can deal with it, alone, once and for all

- that you will realize what a good thing you’ve got going on…before it’s too late

- that I hadn’t made this so easy for you

- that you had never, ever told me that you loved me

- that it was always (and only) me that you think about

- for a relationship that does not bring me grief

- for a dog that actually listens when his mother gives him frigging orders

- that it was easier to not smoke…especially during times such as this

- for a nice, big, full glass of Malbec…hell, just give me the whole damn bottle

- that I woke up every morning excited to head to the office

- for straight hair and a toned ass

- for the clarity to realize that the nice guys ARE the ones that I should be going for...the less baggage, the better

- to not be second place to anyone

- that life was just fucking easy for once, dammit!!

- more than anything, that in the end, I am the one who ends up with your heart